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because;;&+ you got me under your spell
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[21 Apr 2006|03:49pm] |
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i don't even know him anymore.. he isn't at all who he aspired to be or was.. he's completely different.. hes everything he hated. he's the fakest person ever.. i can finally say i would not go back to him if i had the chance if he is who he is now. he made me wanna be a better person and now i just feel bad for him.. i lost all my respect, hope, and faith for him.. anyway i have a new lj bye fuckers.
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[19 Apr 2006|10:26pm] |
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yay i'm the only girl that placed in the track meet im happy because my time was better :] yay that means im improving and my chem grade is sooo good im so happy
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[18 Apr 2006|09:44pm] |
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lmaoo honestly. i tried to start my paper. LIKE i really tried to start it.. i'm still trying atleast i opened a word document i just read a chat between my ex and i where we first talked about having to go and being so busy then like talking for like ever lol and then saying like a hundred times that we were gonna go and never end up leaving and yelling at eachother to do our work.. oh man im rediculously lazy. like i really wanted to start this paper.. i mean its 8 pages and its due friday. lmaooooooooo. oh my god i'm so fucked. the chat was so good though 2006-02-27 mmmm chill chat. <3
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[17 Apr 2006|09:53pm] |
I'm reading your note over again
And there's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
I will love you always and forever
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
no one can fake passion. </3
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[17 Apr 2006|08:49pm] |
yay i got gold aka first place in my track meet
ughh i've been mad happy lately :] yay im proud of myself everything has been going right except for my baby changing but hes changed and gone and im ok with that because it was his decision he messed up the end. i win my track meet .. i didn't start my 8 page essay. my face is BURNT. ughh my nose is all red :] kay burr im cold maybe ill start this essay probbaaalby not lmao <3 ya yaya yayay. i've been doing so good lately and it wasnt for stupid science i would've had honor roll ! yay next time ill get it
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[16 Apr 2006|01:21am] |
Best Advice You Will Probably Ever Hear:
*If he's not calling you, it's because you're not on his mind.
*If he doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he's okay with disappointing you.
*Don't be with someone who doesn't do what they say they're going to do.
*"Busy" is another word for "asshole." "Asshole" is another word for the guy you're dating.
*If at all possible, try to get to know someone as best you can before you get naked with them.
*If a man is really into you, nothing will stop him from being with you - including a fear of intimacy.
*Whatever problems you may have been having in your relationship, they didn't merit him having sex with someone else.
*An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of "ruining the friendship."
*If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.
*Cheating is bad. Not knowing why you cheated is even worse. Don't date any man who doesn't know why he does things.
*100 men polled said they have never accidentally slept with anyone.
*100 men polled said they've never been too busy to call a woman they were really into.
*Cheating is cheating. It doesn't matter whom it was with or how many times it happened.
*Cheating gets easier every time it's done. It's only hard the first time, when one feels the sting of morality and the guilt of betraying someone's trust.
*It doesn't count unless he says it when he's sober. An "I Love You" (or any semblance thereof) while under the influence of anything stronger than grape juice won't hold up in court or in life.
*If he only wants to see you, talk to you, have sex with you, etc., when he's inebriated, it ain't love - it's sport.
*Don't spend your time on and give your heart to any guy who makes you wonder about anything related to his feelings for you.
*If you feel that's he's always holding something back, or that you're spending a lot of energy trying to change yourself into something you think will make him happier, then divorce yourself from him and move on.
*100 guys polled said they would have no problem marrying a woman who they were positive was the love of their life.
*It's very tempting when you really want to be with someone to settle for much, much less - even a vague, pathetic facsimile of less - than you would have ever imagined. Remember always what you set out to get, and please don't settle for less.
*Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision. Just remember that the person that you are getting back together with is the same person who, not long before, looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all your qualities, and told you that he was no longer in need of your company.
*You can't talk your way out of a breakup. It is not up for discussion. A breakup is a definitive action, not a democratic one.
*Break up sex still means you're broken up.
*CUT HIM OFF, LET HIM MISS YOU.
*Don't give him the chance to reject you again.
*If the person you "love" cannot freely spend his days thinking about you and being with you, it's not REAL love.
*Unless he's all yours, he's still hers.
*Try not to be 4 years into the relationship when it suddenly dawns on you that the guy you're with is a big, selfish jerk.
*You deserve to be with someone who is nice to you all the time. (You have to be nice to them, too.)
*You already have one asshole. You don't need another.
awe ;]
http://maddox.xmission.com/ <- lmao
k.. hi
saira what is wrong with me lmao
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[15 Apr 2006|11:23pm] |
LOVE LUST LAUR: and i have mad other HOT guys
glitterate sai: FINALLYYYYYYYYYY
LOVE LUST LAUR: that treat me like a princess and love me
glitterate sai: *phew*
LOVE LUST LAUR: and have porches
glitterate sai: ....
LOVE LUST LAUR: lmao
glitterate sai: wtf does having a PORCH
LOVE LUST LAUR: i meant
glitterate sai: have anything
LOVE LUST LAUR: porsch
glitterate sai: to do with love
LOVE LUST LAUR: LMAO
glitterate sai: lmaoooooooooooooooooooooooo
LOVE LUST LAUR: lMAO
glitterate sai: PORCSEHHE*
LOVE LUST LAUR: HAHAH
LOVE LUST LAUR: U CANT SPELL IT EITHER LOL
glitterate sai: LOL, btw :X
glitterate sai: loooooooooooooooll oh yes i can
glitterate sai: ...
glitterate sai: PORUSHE
glitterate sai: PORSCHE
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[14 Apr 2006|12:48pm] |
his am " if you love some one you let them know and you don't let them go"
i think i'll stop now :( since he dun luv me :((((((((((((((((
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[12 Apr 2006|12:18am] |
i took a bath :} yes i do shower / bathe sometimes lmaoo i don't always smell..
i did thinkign & talked to alot of people tonight and i think they're right they made me compare who he was and who he is now he isnt who he was a year ago. he doesn't even look the same int he picture of us he is smiling his face is glowing his teeth are so sparkley like he always made sure they were whiter than white he was always driven with passion for everything not only hip hop but life itself he had so many goals and he really wanted to do them liek work out more but some where along the way he lost his passion for life he always tried his hardest now when i see him he looks lazy and dirty like looking at pictures back and from now he looks so mean and cold he smokes and back then he never would have done that i know eventually he will change back but is it going to be too late?
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[11 Apr 2006|08:14pm] |
sexiesman: but i liked you
hiimhot: a lot
hi ihatereadingthis: i still do...
KiSS MY LAUR: okay mena bena
i think im gonna slit my wrist: like stuff like that
KiSS MY LAUR: what
i got a w key: you know.. you're right... you are irrisistible
KiSS MY LAUR: :]
*slits wrist*: yerp
:( i love reading old chats.
i have the common sense of a tissue box?
o0h i love being inlove. *kisses myself*
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[11 Apr 2006|07:54pm] |
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
glitterate sai: **** does look happy btw in the pic
LOVE LUST LAUR: i knooooo
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[11 Apr 2006|01:34am] |
sexiestmanalivesays: no we didnt... we tried for 24 hours... you juss need to start communicating with me more... and not get angry about little shit... and i'll try not to do the stuff that pisses you off... cuz... i dunno... when we were togethor... it felt right... like we were good.. but as soon as we seperate i dunno what happens to us
i kno look at old convos & pics is a greeeat \//\ay to get over some one.. sike. ill deff be single fa eva.
mmm i look mad good. :]. hatorade. !
its so weird like im totally okay without him but at the same time i feel like somethings missing i like my hair alot
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[07 Apr 2006|11:45pm] |
okay i know i'm retarded. but i'm really not. because i KNOw we're supposed to be together. I KNOw it. and nothing can change my mind. i mean we're totally okay apart but we're completely happy when we're together. maybe i am wasting my time and waiting for no reason but i have to do this . because wether i'm being stupid or not. I LOVE him and thats never going to change. i believe in my heart that we're going to be together and that all of this will be worth it but it sucks. it SUCKS ASS FACES being without the person who completes you. who you've grown with. i mean i wouldnt even get back with him if he said to like now i mean iwould but i'd wanna take things like mad slow and i need him to change back to who he really is, thats the guy i love. not the guy he pretends to be, i hate it and am sick of it. i was eating lunchables pizza the other day and all i wanted to do was sit in his back seat in a blanket curled up in a ball on his stomach fitting perfectly and eat lunchables. i'm going to wait as long as it takes till he comes to his senses because i kno i put him through hell and he deserves everything from me thats y im waiting because i'm inlove. and true love doesn't end. what i never did for love, i'm doing now. what you don't do, you do for mena i mean love. :] but anyway tonight was mad fun met up with old friends and im totally ok without him, i just feel a tad incomplete. :}]] kay peace argh i wish i could just talk to him
you may smile but never laugh
you may sleep but never dream
you may be content but never happy
you may be satisfied but never full
you'll never be filled with the happiest love brought you
you'll never be filled with the joy
you'll never feel like the world has stopped and its just you and her
you'll never have your other half
the one that fills you with everything you need
you'll never feel anything like that
i'll live without you love but
what's one glove without the other?
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[06 Apr 2006|06:59pm] |
"Somewhere In Between..."
Somewhere between the procrastination,
And the homework,
And the new friendships,
And the nasty dorm food,
And the calls home complaining about roommates & boyfriends...
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends,
And the "I miss you's",
And the "I love you's",
And the "I can't wait to see you again's",
And somewhere between all of the changing and growing...
Somewhere between classes
And the skipping classes,
And the studying for tests,
And the pretending to study for tests,
And downright NOT studying for tests...
I forgot.
I forgot what it was like to be in high school.
I forgot what it meant to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.
And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.
I forgot that you can't forget the past.
I forgot that you can't control falling in love,
And that you can't make yourself fall in love.
I learned that I can love.
I learned that good food doesn't really seem great until you can't have it again.
And I learned that even I would grow to love soup and mac & cheese.
I noticed that I get along better with my mom now than I ever did before.
And it wasn't because she changed - it was because I changed.
I learned that going to college means making choices,
And that making choices can get you into trouble.
I learned that it's ok to mess up,
And it's ok to ask for help.
I learned that sometimes the things you want most in life you just can't have.
I learned that the greatest thing about college isn't the parties,
Or the drinking,
Or the guys...
It's the chances.
Taking those chances, and making the most of them.
I learned that the things we want to forget
Are the things which we most need to talk about.
I learned that once you go to college, things do't automatically get better...
It's what you make of them.
I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing...
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.
But basically, I just learned that my friends
-Both old and new-
Are the most important people to me in the world.
And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.
So this is a thank you to all my friends for always being there.
I love you.
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[01 Apr 2006|01:57pm] |
it sucks being a\/\/ay from the person you love.. but \/\/hat you don't do, you do for love. <3 & any\//ay doing this just makes us stronger <3 & i am stronger from it cause i never kne\/\/ ]\/\/jat lov \/\/as b4 =) because i'm perfectly happy\/\/ithout him but \/\/e're just better together cause \/\/e complete eachother like \/\/hats one glove\/\/ithout the other ;] o0 i keep having this horrrible dream. rest of the \/\/eekend should be pretty chill .. tonight = play sunday = being treated like a king at my friends house and being served lol
oh yea and last night \/\/as pure insanity.
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[23 Mar 2006|07:54pm] |
Oh, oh, oh, Yeah, Yeah
Ohhhhhhh (Broken promises, thats what your givin me)
Yeah(broken promises)
No more lonely nights
Baby thats just what you told me
But you're no where to be found.
Something just aint right
Cuz I cant get you to hold me
Even when youre around.
Baby you promised me
That you'd always be there for me
Tell me Whats on your mind?
[Chorus]
What happened to the I love you's?
The hugs and kisses and the rendevous?
What happened to me and you?
You said you'd never change.
What happened baby talk to me
You used to be sugar sweet just like candy
Now your breakin my heart
With all your broken promises.
broken promises but you don't really mind
i remember when you came with me that night you said forever that you would never let me go
but here i am again nothing left inside
la la la, i'm keeping my promises & my head up because i know im chill :]
thanks bfflzzz <3
brb poop <3
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[23 Mar 2006|05:50pm] |
he broke all his promises just like i broke them awhile back. but i'm never going to break another. i promised him that i'll always love him and be there and thats just what i'm gonna do. i don't care that he hates me, nothing is going to change my mind. i'll always love who he truely is, not the fictional image he wants to be. he'll realize it sooner and later and it'll all be good. kay bye bye spring break. i really like spring break. i did allll my homework.. so im free this entire weekend :] i think im gonna keep growing my hair even though i have enough to donate. yeaa so saturday i'm volunteering at a homeless shelter and i bought mad food for them with my babysitting money.. so i'm really happy giving back :]]]]]]]]] kaykay peace out oh yea and i jsut started these pills an they make me so efffing energetic. i was on the phone till 6 am lol kk i ran 4 miles today. i need to be under 100 :] kay so tomatoe i'm going to my bffls house :] yipeeee i just got new clothes with sai sai an i got all ghetto jeans & lots of sexy tops .. and some nice dressy ones.. i loveee this turtle neck ig ot it.. it looks soo classy :] kaykay bye xooxox
OH AND MY SCIENCE PROJECT IS SO SICK. like its rediculous.
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[22 Mar 2006|03:13am] |
oh man this movie is so sad lol
"it was real wasn't it?"
"you and me, such along time ago.. just a couple of kids.. we really loved eachother.. didn't we. I should go.. goodbye"
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"why didn't you write me? it wasn't over for me. i waited for you for seven years"
"i wrote you 365 letters, i wrote you a letter every day for a year, it wasn't over, it still isn't over"
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"im not afraid to hurt ur feelings, you have a 2 second rebound rate and then ur back again doing ur pain in the ass things"
"so what"
"so its not gonna be easy and its gonna be really hard, and we're gonna have to work at it every day but i wanna do that because i want you, i want all of you forever everyday.. dont take the easy way out. would you stop thinking about everyone wants. me your parents him what do you want?"
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[22 Mar 2006|12:54am] |
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hi, i'm gay. A LITTLE FYI FOR BOYS. I"M LESBIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. sike. i'm just inlove.. Whats the differnece hahaha k brb
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